(even) if it kills mespoken used to emphasize that you are determined to do something, even though it is very difficult 哪怕困难重重 I’m completing this course, even if it kills me. 哪怕再难,我也要完成这门课程。
(even) if it kills me• I'm going to finish this even if it kills me.
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